Haha! Sana tinawag mo ko! Huhu :( hindi kita napansin that time nasa lucid interval ata ako nun. :( tawagin mo na ako, soon wag ka mahiya :))

Una sa lahat, hindi ako binayaran ng ReSA para ipromote ang school nila. Bugso ito ng totoong damdamin. Masaya talaga akong nagrereview ako ngayon sa ReSA.

First day kanina. Ang swerte lang namin. In house review ang ReSA namin. Ibig sabihin, ang professors sa ReSA ang pumupunta sa school namin tapos lesser amount pa yung tuition fee namin. But still, ReSA professors like Dayag, Uberita ang magtuturo samin, and their quality in teaching is just the same. Sobrang excited na nga kaming makita sila, na para silang artista na kulang na lang magpaautograph pa kami dahil sikat sila :3

About kanina, hindi lang magagaling yung prof magturo, GWAPO PA. =)))) Kaya alamo yun, ganadong ganado ka pa rin makinig. And you know what, first day at 2subjects pa lang kanina, SOBRANG DAMI KO NA NATUTUNAN. As in talagang ipapaliwanag sayo, back from the basic, kaya maiintindihan mo talaga. Hindi mabilis, hindi din naman spoon feeding, saktong sakto lang =)

About my board exam on October 2013. Halong excitement and pressure eh. Biruin mo, 11 months na lang ang pagitan sa pagbabago ng buhay ko. Itong 11months na to nakasalalay ang magiging buhay ko sa maraming taon na darating. Hihintayin ko pa bang maging 3months na lang bago ko reviewin ang pinagaralan ko ng 4 na taon? 11months versus 40-60 years. Grabe diba! Sasayangin ko pa ba ang natitirang 11months? 11months na lang! 11months na lang!

Nakakainspire magaral. Konting tyaga na lang, matatapos din to. Konti na lang…. :)

masayakunwari:

Kapag binalikan ka ng ex mo, pakyuhan mo. Pagkatapos ng lahat, ganun na lang?  Makikipagbalikan siya na parang di ka niya sinaktan dati. Feeling niya, madadaan niya sa sorry lahat. Feeling niya, mababalik ng sorry niya lahat: yung dating kayo, yung tiwala mo at yung nararamdaman mo para sa kanya. Ang lakas ng loob niya, sa totoo lang. Pero siyempre, keme lang to.

• Kapag binalikan ka ni ex at mahal na mahal mo pa, edi gorabels na. Sundin mo kung ano ang gusto ng puso mo. Di na mahalaaga kung masaktan ka ulit o ano. Dahil ang taong nagmamahal, nagtatake risk.

• Kapag binalikan ka ni ex at di mo na mahal, wag mo ng pansinin dahil baka bumalik din yung nararamdaman mo. O kaya durugin mo din yung puso para maramdaman niya kung gaano ka nasaktan nung iniwan ka niya. Pero dahil tao ka lang din, alam mo kung ano pakiramdam ng masaktan. Wag mong hayaan na maramdaman din yun ng iba. Wag kang maging selfish. Di porket nasaktan ka noon, dapat masaktan din yung iba. Be kind to animals. Be kind to your ex. Kung di mo na mahal, sabihin mo. Wag mong paasahin.

Magpakatotoo ka lang at maging fair sa kanya at lalo na sa sarili mo. Huwag mong hayaan na masaktan ka at makasakit ka ng iba.

I really don’t have any talents in drawing so you are very much welcome to taunt my little art. :) Honestly, I envy those people who are creative and artistic enough to create pictures with their hands. I’m not used to draw things like that, as colorful as that, to be exact. Because naturally, my illustrations are one and a same thing: an emo girl with a rough heavy black shading.

These days, my emotions are quite unpredictable that easily affect my attitude toward people and things. Some times, I feel so happy like I wanted to laugh out everything. Some times, i’m so emotional that I can’t keep myself but to cry. Some times, I easily get mad that I end up messing with wrong persons. Some times, I want to brag everything I know, everything I can, to show off people my level. And some times, i’m just a typical girl without knowing what I am feeling.

I draw this art (though art really sounds inappropriate :p) for a couple of days and candidly I can tell you, it’s a stress reliever thing. I temporarily forgot the pressure, the sadness, the temper as I enjoy putting different colors, although i’m not really good at this and although the finish product is not exceptionally good. I felt like i’m a child once again like my only problem is what color I should pick and what I should draw next.

Every characters actually reflects me and my personality like as I said earlier, I laugh, I cry, I get mad, I get scared but mostly like those 2 girls who don’t have facial reaction. Those musical stuffs, notebook, foods, car and roses are some of the things I love to do and I love to have. I draw my name in a very colorful shading because I really really have a dull life. I just wish making life colorful is as easy as shading like this. All of us, of course, do desire to have a euphoric well-chosen life, and I think it will set forth by doodling happy thoughts, start forgiving and forgetting, and loving your busy jam-packed existence. :)

P.S. However I am such a coward to initiate what I am advising. But I really wanted to do those. :(

P.S.#2 Drawn using WT19i phone.